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He has been happy. That should’ve been his warning. Derek has been achingly happy. Waking up to Stiles next to him, bumping into each other as they make breakfast, singing and laughing, planning a grocery list instead of an attack strategy, gripping onto each other in the shower– he should’ve known. It’s because he doesn’t get to have nice things, he doesn’t deserve to have good people in his life– so they’re taken away from him. It’s all his fault. He’s a walking curse, an actual living nightmare. He doesn’t know what he’ll do if Stiles is taken away from him, can’t even bring himself to think about it. All he can do is wait, all he can do is watch as another life slips through his fingers like dust– like ash.


































