deep, rooted fear

plutoswrath:

Aries: powerlessness, losing a sense of their own self, never achieving their goal, losing their  flame, being seen/described as incapable and being underestimated, life being dull, plain and grey – and they are a part of it

Taurus: losing what is most important to them (materialistic/security/loved ones), never being able to expand themselves and being stuck on something they don’t want/think they don’t deserve, not reaching a higher level and worries A LOT about the future and how it might look like 

Gemini: being ‘caged’ in their own mind, being seen as stupid or of unsound mind, having no real connection to anything and anyone, being scattered and all over the place (internal), being judged for their words/intellect

Cancer: the future, never forgetting past trauma/overcoming sadness, not being able to let go, being used, showing their soft side, showing their real selves and coming out of their shell, having no home

Leo: being exposed to every flaw and insecurety they have, never being able to shine and show their true self, being lost, having no energy/optimism to go on, trusting the wrong ones too easily, not having the life they always wanted/admired

Virgo: being a failure to themselves and anyone else, losing control over their life, not being able to go on anymore, paranoia of everything that could go wrong, exposing themselves too early/easily

Libra: never finding the one, feeling no fulfillment deep within, feeling like a ghost/having no real face, not being satisfied themselves,giving too much, being hurt/forgotten, being completely alone

Scorpio: being hurt/exposed, letting the wrong ones in, (past) trauma, never healing scars, love (loving oneself and being loved), opening up, becoming the demon and the demons of the world/life, losing

Sagittarius: being trapped and caged, never being able to feel life, being exposed to their feelings and showing their caring/loving side, never being able to win (due to running away from their problems), never being truly content

Capricorn: being stuck on lower grounds, always losing, never winning, their hard built up reputation being shattered, losing what’s most important for them, inner conflicts and hidden emotions – not being able to express them and compensate for it, 

Aquarius: being the madman and not the genius they wish to be, being lost in the world, an inner standstill, having no one by their side, being alone, being judged for what they are inside, not knowing the answer/being completely hopeless

Pisces: never being able to truly love/be loved, being lost in their own mind/trauma, afraid of being hurt and used, an inner trance that they can not escape, a martyrer that is shamelessly sacrificed and will never be recognized, no understanding for their view/opinions

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bpdbot:

sometimes i have too many emotions and sometimes i have none at all but i always always feel like i’m drowning

Learn how to swim Bitch

i made this post when i was in A Mood and all the replies are so angst and depressing except this Whole Ass Mood. Learn how to swim Bitch it’s 2018 we’re dealing with our problems

Hello, you have been identified as An Awesome Fic Writer™. Congrats, you rock! So that all of your readers can shower you with some extra love today, please tell us your favorite five stories of yours and why you like them and then send this to another five fic authors you think deserve this title!

oh gosh, thank you so much!! ummmm, maybe:

1.   Across the Stars  • derek/stiles • jedi AU • WIP (currently 7,146 words) 

this fic is my baby. i love the berica in it and trying to work out interactions in a different universe that still kind of mirror canon? idk the idea of grumpy, broody jedi master derek trying to train this upstart padawan while also dealing with his infuriating step-brother makes me very happy 😀

2.  all of my faults are normal • sterek • geologists!au • 1,896 words

i’m a geologist, so this fic is very near and dear to my heart. plus i kind of had wayyyy too much fun with all of the puns XD

3. just a little patience • magic!stiles

• lord derek

• sterek • 9,879 words

i really like this one? it was my fic submission for the reverse bang and i’m stupidly proud of it. but judging from the comments it isn’t that great. however i like it and these are my favorites so idk

4.  roommates • bffs laura&stiles • sterek • laura/lydia • 6,615 words

you: ‘jack that’s cheating’  me: ‘…..yeah probably’

this is just a silly au that i wrote for laura hale appreciation week and it isn’t even that great. but i had SO MUCH FUN with it. like i never had the *ugh i hate writing* feeling during the writing process, so i guess there’s just happy memories associated with this particular au or something (might have something to do with the fact that i wrote the entire thing on my lunch breaks while sitting in the sunshine)

5.  And That’s a Wrap • derek/stiles • meet ugly/5+1 • 4,120 words

this was my first ever teen wolf fic and i still love it? idk i just really enjoyed writing about sterek being awkward and pining (plus full shift wolves, emissary stiles, and alive big sister laura of course!)